lonely was the desperate man

searching for love beyond the rising sun

hiding in the coldness of darkness

his heart never revealed

from your love you made be a better man

you made me feel so alive

i dream of the night our passion soared free

let your love wash my tears away

wrap your tender love around my lonely heart

let our sacred love soar high in the winter rain sky

if love is a burning flame

then let ours burn forever free

man of sorrow

tears slowly bleeding

hiding his face in the darkness

i close my eyes and dream of you

never knew how this could feel so deep

you alone i only loved you

played me for a fool in your game

we tried to love but it was never the same

i rather die then to see you cry

my heart is bare left withered from your scorn

with you i was happy

now only sadness rules my life

winter rain falls like bleeding tears

you can’t cattier love

it should be aloud to run free

i try to hide from the pain

but it never goes away

i feel as though i got nothing else to life for

please don’t let me go through this alone

all my life i have believed

that there is someone out there to love me

your love takes my breath away

it swells my heart

it races like thundering lightning in the sky

loving you i was unprepared for the ache

these memories remain

please stop the tears

wishing for my tears to end

they will forever fall as winter rain

i fall to my final sleep.

love will flow like wine tonight

here as i hold you tight

you look so good girl course you always do

so sweet and innocent

it’s good to have a girl like you

your really special it’s more then fun

your frown turns my world upside down

i know that it’s true your charm has went through

i look within myself

and i don’t understand

what is wrong with me

lost is this land

i am unwanted their ashamed of me

they don’t like what they see

as i run from shadow take me down where i belong

headed for hell

my birth was wrong

within these eyes lay sorrow i need to put the beast within my soul

to rest it’s time to go.

always feeling rejection from the ones of your creation

for the love you need restricted by emptiness

give me the pain of life and I’ll give you the warmth of death

born without purpose and the tears they never surface

in the darkest heart the brightest light shines

hiding within shadows

the loneliness my only tomorrow’s

life is filled with all the tears we will ever need

i hear it calling me the peace of death

i crave to be dead

dreaming of a better life

everyone laughs at my finial cries

my tears turn shallow

as my heart turns hollow

a lost and unwanted child

the ones who suffer always die first

my screams are now silenced

just another victim of life.

The promised land denied to me

the pain burns me

today is a good day to die

together we will find a way to love

I’m fighting a war i already lost

can’t hide from the reasoning voices within my head

can’t laugh can’t cry

if i keep going I’m sure to die

it’s hard i just can’t forget it better to die now then to live and regret it

I’m already fading soon to be forgotten

can’t dream can’t scream

don’t care if i love or die

can’t go anywhere to hide

from the voices inside

scream my pain

can’t follow my dreams I’m a failure in life

this world don’t mean much

the light grows so dim

and as i say good-bye I’m going down to die

it clouds my mind the fiery of my cries

the world doesn’t seem much

as i don’t matter much to the world

down here it’s so cold

i was left behind

my hope fades for salvation

it’s so hard to realize

what i am i don’t belong.

I was searching for something better

but instead i found something worse

you left me alone

i have no choice but guilt

the boy that you love is the monster that you fear

pray upon the darkness

wishing my life was just a dream

the cut that never heals

might as well died now cause your dead in their minds

i was born to this no one cares for me

tears filled my eyes as we said our last good-byes

my body aches from past mistakes

it must be love but why are you walking away

betrayed by lust

time after time this sad story repeats it’s self

someone love me please I’m on my knees

i asked if we could be friends

and you agreed now i want more

i must confess help me

before i suffer the consequences

one look in her lusting eyes

the pain in you will rise

the desires will enslave you

her mythic lips will cut right through you

heaven rained on her

she’ll make you go insane with one look in her eyes

i speak these words you never cared

here we lay together under wicked sky

from dawn of day till dusk of night

we share this paradise

what i felt what I’ve known

my heart is open for you

so sick and tired i stand alone

lay beside me this won’t hurt i swear

she loves me not but i lover her still

wishing for what could of been

i lay awake as she is gone

day dreaming her being here

I’m waiting for you and the tears start to sting

my wish is gone so is your tender hold

i feel so hollow i loved in vein

today only sorrow with no hope for it to be better tomorrow

there is no refuse from the hurting

no one for a desperate carcass

i want to take you high

and show you sightsthat’ll blow your mind

everyone else seems to have love but where is mine

come into the chambers of my heart

i crave your cerise

within this dark heart a dim light shines

won’t someone take me in

for love’s eternal light stars to fade away

these crazy thoughts of mine will surely

become a sigh for sore eyes and reality

you said you’ll forever love me

please never leave me

for what will I do without you.

promises are only lines on paper

how i need to be free of this pain

but it goes over and over again

with so many flames and so much to burn

so much agony when will they ever learn

crying in the dark lost and alone

my will to live forsaken me

my head is my only home

the memories are now gone forever broken

to escape to a paradise that’s free

i want to take you to a place far away

your innocent beauty my words can’t describe

so sweet with purity it brings sullen tears right to my eyes

I’m so alone

you left without a reason why

baby why

let me take you and show you the truth to every lasting paradise

together in youth

i will never leave your side

just keep loving me baby

and tell me everything will be all right

her beauty was charming for it was sacred to me

for her love i will await on death’s door

from the heavens i hear the maidens call

I’m approaching a time that’s dramatic

how could you let me descend

the chance wasted

what we could of been

give your love and it will come back to you

when i first saw you it set my heart free

could it be a dream come true

for these tears of joy are new

happiness is what you gave to me

all these years the tears fall like rain

as i grip my pillow tight

i called you on the phone but the cries of sadness go unheard

fall upon death ears

your spell enchanted me

the wrath of sorrow fills the skies

you come to me in winter dreams

somewhere there’s a heart beating in the night

searching out the light of the sacred heart

looking past the rainbow i see your gorgeous eyes

you hold the key that will set me free

let’s run toward the light

i was searching for a girl like you

but i waited to long

i thought you could love me back

but i guess i was wrong

how can i get my message through

the pain was too much for me

you watch me fade away

save your breath don’t pray for me

I’m already dead in your heart

but this is my end and hell as yet to begin

i walk the word alone with no hope

and a heart of stone

my ashes of emotions carried in the wind

through out the earth

told I was an accident from birth

I thought I could be loved

but my hopes turn to dust.

the life you know is at its end

but the nightmare has yet to begin

your says of happiness are over

and its time to say good-bye

with a letter of a final good-bye

like the ones who have gone before you

to burn in eternity in hell

you use the gun to end your miserable life

you can no longer stand the pain

the ones who loved you will only forget

you pull the trigger without regret

no one hears your silent screams

left behind to rot alone and so very cold

they said they loved you but their lies grow so old

the coffin lid has closed for the finial time

his shadow never shined

and his heart it filius with sorrow

knowing there is no tomorrow

sick of the world that never cared for you take your finial journey to a better land

the tool lays in your hand

death the only solution to ultimate peace

it’s time to meet the reaper

your grave greets you warm

all they said is only lies

as you lay bleeding waiting to die

your life replay before your eyes

so tired of your past you rather forget

secluded by tears almost never revealed

he lives in his shadow

and laughs at the world

darkness wraps his soul and left it’s curse

madness has taken it’s toll

he hopes and prays

that he will find peace of mind someday

but evil has finally taken control over him again

he no longer wants to live

simply nothing more to give

all he wants is to forget his past

but his suffering will only last

this hell has become all to real

his suffering he rather forget

a mistake of creation

sorrow the only emotion he feels

he wants it all to end

but this sad scene will play over and over again

once a king now a broken man

seeking relief from this hell

he’s a victim with a disturbed mind

the solution for peace is in his hand

he empties the thoughts from his head

wanting to become one with the dead

tears crawl down his face

a shadow of a man the world diplaced.

here i sit alone gazing at the stars

the rain falls like tears from the heavens

my feelings left out in the cold

all my life waiting for someone to love me

it never came probably never will

the days of happiness are gone

i try to hide from the pain

why aren’t you here to dry my tears

before they fall to the ground

the feelings are still there that you left in his heart

now its cold like the winter snow

how i want this pain to be over

i need your love to set me free

release my heart and you will see I’m dying in tears and misery

i lay awake in the morning light

staring at the sun rise filled with empty cries

with no one to hold another sleepless night

for it’s over now you left me oh so lonely

our reach was just to far through tears i see you

in emptiness the man lived

in loneliness the man cried

through his tears he tries to smile

gazing at the darkening sky he sat and wondered

without being loved his heart slowly died

I’m just an ordinary man

with dreams of a better land

living within the shadows of his heart

when the woman he loves appears

he hides behind his tears

his heart is open but there is no love shining back through

all this love i want to share with you

your broken promise has turned me to stone

so sick and tired of being alone

you could make me laugh and cry

but without your love maybe it’s better just to die

when i was feeling down you turned my heart around

through the loneliness bleeds the tears

that fill into the endless sea of sadness

when trying to love only brings you madness

under blackened sky am i destined for love

my wings become broken

before i could ever learn to fly

love the undying flame

at sundown i greet you

the beauty in your eyes

so warm and tender was your embrace

through tears we said our finial good-bye

the last time it will be

give me one last kiss before i meet my destiny

heaven rains tears over our love

better to die in love

then to live without it

show your love true to me

now that your here i am set free

happy tears are new to me

now that I’m here with you its a dream come true

loving cries from my voice

your beauty lights up my life

sea of tears always flowing taking me away

on this cold winter night

love of my heart reigns

how i want this dream to be reality

still feeling you within my heart

blanketing me with your warm soothing touch

i look for fire passions within your eyes

i turn to you with eyes in tears

i count the falling tears that fall from my eyes

seems like a thousand tears since we broke the ties

so sick and alone

look into my eyes

it’s time you realize

dreaming of you holding me nothing could be sweeter

you stabbed rejection within my heart

just to watch my feelings for you die

with my finial tear i drop to my knees

begging to make you mine

say you will be here tomorrow

say it isn’t true

i can’t take this pain and sorrow

can’t you see you broke my heart in two

you treated me like you just didn’t care

i was willing to venture the unknown with you

always thinking of you everyday

always dreaming about you every night

I’m begging on me knees

so give me your sweet loving please

don’t shut me out in the dark

why you put hurt into my soul

dying for what i lost but never truly had

suffering for more then i ever had

i look into your eyes and something turns me loose

its going to be a hot and bothered night

feeling the power she thrusts between her sweet lips

when she smiles i go insane

like a love child running wild

your innocence turns me on and sets me loose

i can’t help myself

as i look at you through bleeding tears

i hold myself

press my button and I’ll explode

baby you were so good

now i want so much more from you

now the time is right

love will flow like wine tonight

i want to give it to you in darkness

i want to lay at your feet

your looks drove me wild

together were going to make this love real

i can’t have enough of your sweet love

hot loving turn up the heat

i feel your fire and you love tastes so sweet

I’m under you enchanted spell

I’m a prisoner

and your love is my cell

once we start we can’t stop

i love what you got

let’s get together and get hot

don’t wait for tomorrow baby

the time is today

I’ll be your boy toy baby

no place to hide no place to run

you pulled the trigger to my love gun

slow down your loving is too fast for me

I see your body talk when you next to me

it’s going to be a hot night

so hold tight

let it out

you don’t know what your missing

take what you are giving.

I’m seventeen going nowhere

on the highway to hell not far from here

no one listens to what i have to say

no one sees my silent cries

i look to another day restless for the pain to fade away

all my hopes and dreams gone up in smoke

all i got left is my will to live

all I feel is loneliness and despair

but in their minds I’m already dead so why should they care

sentenced to live with emptiness for eternity

oh God why have you done this to me.

Living a tale of agony

i feel the voices laughing at me

don’t want to live

can’t even think of a reason why

don’t even know why i ever existed

i only find peace at mind

when i know I’m destined to die

feeling its warmth death greets me with open arms

i feel life slipping away as the days go by

having to swallow the sorrow

life it seems is fading away getting darker everyday

the pain has become all to real

can’t stand this hell I feel

emptiness is filling me driving me into insanity

the end is taking dawn

I was here but now I’m gone.

Searching for what we were

never knowing what we had

there is always something coming

but is it good or bad

what will come to be

people are too stubborn to see

as it is now soon it will be

were setting it free

the lesson never learned

love should not be demanded but earned

something is coming it just takes time

but time we don’t have much of

mayhem and carnage we kill each other

no one left to recover

streets are now crypts

here comes apocalypse.

This was the road to my end

the time has come to pay the price

to speak your mind you wouldn’t think twice

then you used me in your sacrifice

the end has come so take your turn

the tears that you burn

reflect the essence in your fears

upon my pain in which you fee

in my brain you planted the sea

as the season past the torment grows

life has struck its final blow

i invested my love into for nothing could be sweeter

i said i need you does that make me wrong or am i a freak that just doesn’t belong

my heart was blackened its getting worse

is it me or just loves curse

trying to visualize the pleasures that lay ahead

deep own we know there is no their way when all is gone

are you my destiny or is it wasted love

no one loves this desperate carcass

tears float like silent whispers in the night

I’m a man who walks alone in the dark

seeking a promise that i was denied

now there’s nothing left to say

As time take’s its toll

faith makes blind

but i learn to live with it

let go of the pin in your mind

won’t you listen to what i have to say

they promise the world but eventually everything turns to dust

how i remember that very first day

when you slipped away

as i wait for love my heart slowly dies

at last i am at peace by self sacrifice

i pay the price in tears

every night i see only black

times i had good and bad

win or loose death is what i choose

I can’t seem to get away from fate

can i survive or is it already too late

love i seek and find in you

but you never cared nor did you knew

drowning in loneliness i suffocate

when you told me you were better off alone

i never knew that tears could sting

i can see you in my dreams

but our reach was just too far

i became old gray and beat

you turned my world into a dark lonely place

can’t you see the tears fall from my face

you must be my angel sent from grace

to take me to a better place

as my world closes in i only wish for you

can’t you understand me

the wind sings maiden bell songs

sounds of lust makes us anxious

your looks could kill your body my thrill

i wanted to hold you but i better not touch

how i love you just so much

in you web of deception I’m caught

i cry just too feel your touch

i want you to scream my name my pain your thrill

i wanted your love but it was just too much

will my heart ever shine it’s brightness that’s so true

never shined through what I’ve shown

when i look into your eyes i was quickly seduce

never will I be set free

this fight I cannot win

better places I been

never a care to die

UN regretfully to feel the peace inside of me

never to see what might of been.

There are 4 different “UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY” poems

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UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 1

 

never a care for what they say

never a care for the games they play

the young man sits lonely at home

laying awake in the morning light

with no one to hold him tight

the heart grows old

all there is

time that is mine

life it seems to fade away

getting shorter everyday

lost the will to live

simply nothing more to give

getting lost within himself

nothing else matters no one else

didn’t know this pain could be so real

can’t stand this hell i feel

night taking dawn

i was me but now he’s gone

cannot live with this pain inside of me

don’t know what I’m supposed to fight for

but don’t want fight anymore

she loves me not but i love her still

break your heart she will

i love her still she loves me not

she left me lonely to rot

spend my days in looniness

spend my years with emptiness

this feeling comes from the heart

it tears my soul apart

what i thought is what i know

against the cold i stand alone

light doesn’t shine upon me

this is me soon to be you

look upon these tears

for pain is what they scream

no more crying no more cries

no more lying no more lies

when it comes to the time we will be partners in crime

now i’ll just say good bye.

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UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 2

 

here we come to finish what needs to be done

the child watches his parents die under wicked sky

his parents are now dead

now who will put the child to bed

in the web of lies

the child begins to cry

he does not know what to fight for

he doesn’t want to go through this hell anymore

put into a little cell

put through a living hell

he thought he knew it all

he thought he had it all

don’t care for what they say

don’t care for their ways

they hate us for what we really are

i know there is a reason just can’t see it from this far

they take away my freedom of choice

but i know that somewhere someone hears my voice

what i felt, what i known

so sick and tired i stand alone

i lay awake in the morning light

with no one to hold

another sleepless night

you could make me laugh you could make me cry

but without you love maybe i should die

as people kill each other soon

there will me no love left to uncover

the dark of day the black of night

death is near it’s in sight

should I open the door for you

or are you unforgiving too

the lonely man was feeling down

until her love turned his heart around

life isn’t fair he said he loved her

but she doesn’t seem to care.

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UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 3

 

everyday i learn something new

because i open my mind to a different view

now its here the light finally shines he thought the thoughts he had were only dreams

but everyday it happens

don’t believe everything is what it seems

the beginning of another world war

freedom is what their fighting for him it looks like the end

so let the pain begin

on his face is a tear

knowing he can’t stop the fear

love there is none for me there is no one

never opened myself this way

i never said this before it was too late

never a care for what they say

don’t care about anything anymore

underneath these wicked skies in the lonely night

never a care for their lies

now that its over tell me it will be all right

heart black as darkness

no one to love this desperate carcass

lonely guitar player down the hall

midnight blues shine through the walls

his luck was down he thought of leaving town

her called her on the phone

saying his lonely and all alone wanting her to come back home

he let the phone ring and ring

never knowing that tears could sting

he doesn’t laugh and he doesn’t cry

he doesn’t care if he lives or die he feel in love with a girl but never knew her name

he fell in love the first time but who can you blame

can’t you see you mean everything to me.

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UNDERNEATH WICKED SKY 4

 

no one hears his lonely heart cry

he cries when the girl he loves says her last good-bye’s

he lost his way in from the cold

thinking of what he will find

he will see the place very soon

he wished he knew how he loved her still

her love for him just never shined through

everyday mothers are crying

cause their babies keep dying

it cannot be its eating me

but now this feeling is true this love i have for you

but what can i say i felt this way each and every day

don’t laugh when a hearse goes by

or you may be the next to die

this song couldn’t be much more from the heart

these words i feel

it couldn’t be much more real

you never knew i felt thisway.

I was a man that hid from his tears

lost and forgotten for so many years

until i found myself

i look in the mirror and love turns into hate

whenever i saw your face

I hi in disgrace

until the light finally shined in.

when ever i see your frown

hurt would put me down

I’ve been through this before

so what’s it hurt with one more

I’ve come to let you know

that without you I’m not whole

i can’t help myself.